Every Day Is Exactly The Same

Wake up.
Force self to wake up.
Drone through morning rituals.
Have half an hour of happiness before 7:45
Motions.
Motions.
Motions.
Motions.
Motions.
Motions.
Motions.
Come home
Use Laptop
Use Laptop
Use Laptop
Hate self for doing nothing.
Swear to start doing something productive.
Get interested in ideas to do.
Realize I have no funds to start it up.
Lose will to do it.
Emptiness.
Lay in bed swearing to make a difference tomorrow.